The third part in this series. The link to the first provided below:
Rayaru’s Kindness Knows No Bounds – Part 1
Rayaru’s Kindness Knows No Bounds – Part 2
Rayaru’s Kindness Knows No Bounds – Part 3

If you all remember, in May 2018 I had fractured my left Ankle and was in cast for 8 weeks. Several of you had prayed for me so I didn’t have to undergo surgery. It took almost 6 months at that time to get back to normal. I went to Physical Therapy for almost 2 months so I could even walk. My ankle had completely healed.
Based on advice from my Daughter I aways wear good proper shoes. No flip flops, no heels , no chapals. Last month during Thanksgiving holidays we visited our daughter. If you all remember, I also posted pictures of Rayaru temple in NC. On a Thursday around noon we visited a local park for hiking. Like I said, I was wearing proper shoes, and as we were walking I kept telling my family look how leaves have fallen, we can’t even see if there is big rocks and someone stumbles. We had walked almost 2 miles. Out of nowhere, my ankle twists and I scream in great pain. It is the same ankle that I had broken in 2018 . Within minutes it started swelling.
My daughter made me sit on a small rock, removed my shoes, examined my foot and ankle, and assured us the ankle wasn’t broken. She took out her shoes which had even more grip, put it for me. My Husband look out for some tree branches so I could hold onto that and walk back. I took a few steps and started crying with pain. There was no way I could walk back 2 miles uphill. My daughter immediately called 911, told them She is a Doctor, has examined me no need for paramedics but needs a ride back to the parking lot. Park services came within 20 minutes and brought me back to our car.
As we were driving, we had two options go to the Hospital since it was Thanksgiving all clinics were closed. And my Daughter was on call, and she said If you go to the Hospital they will call me only. So, we decided to go to a nearby Pharmacy, she got all the necessary medication, Ankle brace, Spray and we finally came to her house. I was truly disappointed, why me, why me was going through my mind over and over again. Day 1 and 2 the pain was unbearable, but with icing and pain killers day 3 and 4 I was able to walk. We drove back home to Maryland. Week 1, week 2 went on and the pain didn’t increase but didn’t reduce also. There was also lot of swelling.
Finally, on this Wednesday we took an appointment with Foot and Ankle Orthopedic Surgeon so we could get x-ray and see if anything was wrong. The whole of Tuesday night we couldn’t sleep at all because of nervousness. We had an early morning appointment Wednesday. X-rays were taken and the Surgeon said nothing had broken, it is a Sprain of tibiofibular ligament of left ankle, high ankle sprain, prescribed Physical Therapy 3 times a week for 6 weeks. I will have to revisit the Surgeon in February to make sure it has healed. I am going to Physical Therapy but still have pain and swelling. I can walk around with my ankle brace and boots.
When I told a couple of my friends, many said God is great your Ankle didn’t break. I was like, I am not sure about that, I had broken the same ankle before. This time I sprained it. Initially I was sad, like I said I kept asking why me, why me? I remembered my Brother had sent a whatsapp message about a Conversation between Swami Vivekananda and Shree Ramakrishna Paramahamsa. It goes like this:
Swami Vivekanand:- What surprises you about people?
Ramkrishna Paramahansa:- When they suffer they ask, “why me?” When they prosper, they never ask “Why me?”
Whether it is a good day, or a bad day I have never forgotten Lord Almighty or our Beloved Rayaru. I don’t remember a day I have not thanked him for this life and the amazing things he has done. I don’t remember a day I have not recited his name. This was supposed to happen and it happened. I am just thankful I didn’t break it like before. To expect that life has to be a bed of roses is impossible. We have to go through tough time, we will have problems, but I pray everyday to give me strength to bear all the problems, to give me courage to face the challenges, to take away the worries I have, to lessen the pain we have to go through.
God is great and always does good for us. God can never do anything bad. When we tell he is the most perfect, he is defect-less, he is perfect, he is filled with karune/kindness, he is filled with love, how can he do anything bad at all for us.
At the end of the day, like I always tell – “Rayare Gathiyu Namage”. Rayaru bless us all.
P.S: If you want to share any miracles, comment and send me an email. I will post. Like I said earlier, except for mine all will be anonymized. No one’s identity will be revealed.
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